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Reblog if your Tumblr is NOT connected to your Facebook.
^reblogging again for that gif
Accurate gif is accurate
(Source: thegreatbigquestionmark, via tailormade7)
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When it hits you..
Music is the escape, the get away. Music can sometimes alter how you look at things or your feelings. As a Musician, when a chord is hit just right, when a vocalist hits the note that gives goosebumps, it makes me fall in love with music. The feelings, the sensation you get from music is hard to put in words. Music is there when people are not, when my headphones are on my ears, I am in a world of fantasy. Letting the vibrations of the sounds move through my body, feeling the bass rocking my ear drums. Music helps me express my thoughts, soul and heart. I put my love into music. Music can get a person through the toughest times.
Music is my life and my life is Music
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That dream
Last night I had a dream that my great grandmother came to visit me, we sat down and we just caught up the last four years she has missed. It was weird because it felt so real, like I could here voice and see her face vividly. I just sat there and talked to her about everything, stuff that’s been bothering me, and for everyone who really knows me, I told her EVERYTHING even from my past. Then I heard my alarm and I didn’t want to wake up, I just wanted to continue to listen to her talk to me. Damn…. I really freaking miss her, I feel like its get tougher but easier at the same time as each day goes on.
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I'm remarkably calm for someone losing everything.
Last night our internet was cut off, simply because we can’t afford to keep paying for it, I’m currently writing this from a shitty internet cafe about a mile away from where I live.
The other donation page is still up, but has so little traffic I’m kind of only leaving it up as a reminder by this point.
I have kept back a few points that illustrate daily just how dire the situation my Mother and I are in, simply because it’s personal. but I think I really have to illustrate the point now.
My Mother and I shower once a month. We wash our hair once a fortnight. This is because, thanks to the situation the Government has put us in, we can barely afford water. It has been this way since November last year.
Also since November last year, we have not once used the Heating, regardless of the fact that this meant we had to go through the coldest Winter Britain has had in recorded history with no heating whatsoever.
We’re looking for places to move to, but nowhere in our price bracket will accept people on Benefits, they say this phrase: ‘No DDR’, which means they do not want people on Benefits.
I usually save aside £10 a month for luxuries, just so Mother and I can continue to feel Human rather than depressed grey blobs, we barely even have that anymore.
Work is non-existent for someone with my qualifications, and believe me when I say that, while I do not regret taking six years out of education to help care for my Grandmother, I begin to resent it a little when I’m told I’m under-qualified.
I don’t expect to raise the full amount I;m asking for, simply because it’s a lot. But it’s there to illustrate just how seriously we’re backed into a corner.
Mother is depressed, and her PTSD is acting up in reaction to the constant stress we are under. I, myself, am only kept on the straight and narrow due to the presence of my friends, and now with the internet cut off, I won’t even have that.
It isn’t hard to reblog this, please.
Tweet it, share it on Facebook, Reblog it, I don’t care, please just spread it around.
You’ll also see I have little reward things up, I still stand by the fact that I’m not good enough to charge for my work, but I can give it away. For examples, it’s best to check my SWTOR tag.
Please help her, guys. Ava is just the nicest person!
Boosting!!!!
(via jakinda-box)
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"Marry your best friend. I do not say that lightly. Really, truly find the strongest, happiest friendship in the person you fall in love with. Someone who speaks highly of you. Someone you can laugh with. The kind of laughs that make your belly ache, and your nose snort. The embarrassing, earnest, healing kind of laughs. Wit is important. Life is too short not to love someone who lets you be a fool with them. Make sure they are somebody who lets you cry, too. Despair will come. Find someone that you want to be there with you through those times. Most importantly, marry the one that makes passion, love, and madness combine and course through you. A love that will never dilute - even when the waters get deep, and dark."- (via fashionfever)
This is so true if only I could get my best friend to not be afraid of this moral truth
(via sumguysworld)(Source: mariaarroyo, via jakinda-box)
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Privacy
I have none of it… Well at least sometimes I feel that way, I can’t write something without getting text or calls or questions. It could be something simple, people are just so damn nosey these days. Like if I wanted you to know ill tell you trust me, but obviously it’s not important enough to have a discussion about.
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